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  2009.08.23  17.08
Creative Writing.

Give me a sentence any sentence to start off a storyy.

Its this thing I'm doing as an exercise for Creative Writing.. Its so cool. And fun.

 
 


 
  2009.08.12  09.08
Where are you now?

(1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you
Other -I dislike your eyelashes

(2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I finally changed my underwear
May - When I tripped on peanut butter
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When you told me you ate your grandma's dentures
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I threw up in your sock drawer

(3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Seafood - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Other- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

(4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bite off
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

(5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend/girlfriend
White - My father
Grey - The Catholic Priest
Brown - The Montreal Canadien’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red - My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My cup of Apple Juice
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink - Your "Little Pony Collection"
Other - The elephant in the corner

(6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpson's- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Other -shamed

(7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

(8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana underwear

(9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the mustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

(10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Love your sweet, sweet ass
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorities that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Get sick when I think of your feet
S/T - Always wanted to break your legs
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you

(11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice –
Snapple/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked out
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

(12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex change
France - Love always
Spain - The Watermellons are sleeping
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - with tears of sadness
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - Go drown yourself


Dear Bobby,


Did I ever tell you that Your nostrils are insulting. When you told me you ate your grandma's dentures, I was really upset because that’s very bad! I saw that Porn In your closet so don’t try to hide it. Stop Driving over at my house. You look like one of those scary stalker. Well you are one of them anyway. Another thing, Stop giving The elephant in the corner dirty looks. He’s very afraid right now. I’m sorry. I don’t like you no more. You should know That I get turned on only by garbage men that’s why I rejected you. BTW, I think Your toe ring is nawt attractive. You know what’s attractive? Your neighbors dog. So sexy! You have a restraining order because I Told my psychiatrist about the bruises of course that’s a lie. I know I’m so evil. I want to let you know that I'm scratching my butt as you read this.
Love always


Erika






 
 


 
  2009.07.30  19.09
Libra! wohooo

fun quiz for myspace profile and blog

Lets101 Quizzes - blog quizzes



 
 


 
  2009.07.29  11.42
My gamee.

Hey all check out a game i invented.

http://erikamdp.blogspot.com/

Sorry, I find blogger easier ;) But ill stick around here for the communities.

Buuhhhyeee



 
 


 
  2009.07.27  20.24
Ooooo What a boring dayy.

Hola Amigos.

Finally I figured out how to change the layout on my livejournal and also, I was able to update on all of my Blogss. I know, I feel so proud of myself. Today was actually pretty boring. All i did was figure out what in the world do i have to do with my Livejournal. And yea I figured out what to do. Journal duh? And yeah.

Okae, this happened yesterday. I had a blonde moment even though I'm not blonde. Not even close! Lmaao. SO anyway, I was writing the next chapter for my story(which I posted on FP) and I always write the date. So i went to  my brother's room and asked the date and he said it was July 26(which is yesterday) so i went back and wrote 'July 26' then i realized that i have a calendar in my room all along and so i went to check the date tomorrow. It says its going to be 29 tomorrow. And i was like WTF?
<<LOL first time i used that word . Then i checked the month. It says January nd i was like WTF x2.  The funny part is C'mon its like JULY! And i haven't even notice my calendar. i no. What a dummie. Lmmaoo. So Anyway, Yeah.

I'm looking forward tomorrow. I hope something fun happens. Anyway, A shoutout for Emma.

Waldo is HAWT!!! And so Is BOB!

<3 you

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P.S. my other blog is erikamdp.blogspot.com/
 Don't be a stalker. Or atleast try.



Mood: satisfied
 
 


 
  2009.07.27  20.21
I Unnnoe?

Well Hello Earthlings and people in the world. My name is Erika feel free to check my profile cause I'm not going to introduce myself lmaao.

Fine I'll introduce myself...

I like making friends. (Who doesn't?)
I like Sports(Who doesn't?)
I like Reading. (So nawt a nerd.)
I like shiny things.(its sooo interesting!!)

I look like a girl(Hopefully)
I'm funny but can be a pain in the u know what when I feel like it.(?)
I'm random(no kidding.)
And lastly, I'm retarded.(who isn't?)
^
^
^
Shocking :O


So anyway, yeah, that's all about me. So yeah. Run along now and do whatever you do. I'm just welcoming myself here. SO yea, go...find waldo or somethinngg.

Byeeee <3

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Mood: accomplished
 
 


 
  2009.07.27  15.02
Help!!!!

Hell-o Everyonee!!

As you all can  see i'm pretty new in site. and i kind a need help customizing my journal. Like you know the layouts stuff. So please help me with that. And also, does anyone know where the look and feel thing? Please i NEED HELP

Gracias in advance =)



Mood: drunk
 
 


 
  2009.07.10  17.40
What is Family?

What is family?

They are the people that loves you hopefully.

No matter what happen they are there in end,

You can trust them and treat them as your friend.

Although they are the people you don't get to choose,

They're also the people you don't want to loose.

You're stuck with them and no matter what you do

they're stuck also stuck with you.

Whether you like it or not,

They love you a lot

And because of that, you should be glad

Because they're the best family you ever had.

 

<3 you mom. lol.





Mood: cheerful
 
 


 
  2009.07.02  11.12
Pheww.

Wow. Today was tiring. Okay, i know it's like summer vacation and I'm still tired. I'm trying to write a story and so far I'm failing it. lol.. SO anyway today's post is kind a short so yea lateer.



Mood: tired
 
 


 
  2009.06.26  20.10


Why can't I just forgive and try to forget?

I know i will cry,

but why did i still try?

I was hurt but i still love.

I was betrayed, but I still hope.

I've been left, but why do i still wait?

I know how to hold,

but i don't know how to let go.

I know how to dream,

but i don't know when to wake up.

I know how to fall,

and Im learning how to get up.



 
 


 
  2009.06.26  16.11
I heart this 1(Song) : Save you by Simple Plan

Hey Peepz. So I wanna share this songg too:P Its amazingg. Please listen www.youtube.com/watch Simple Plan is AMA-ZING.


Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It’s Just skins and bones
There’s nothing left to take
No matter what I do I can’t make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it’s over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I’ll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I’ll be there for you


If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

I wish I could save you
I want you to know

I wish I could save you





Mood: happy
 
 


 
  2009.06.26  16.03
I heart this 1

  • Hey. So yeah. Whats uhp? Hope ur all doin good. So I would like to share this poem that i Like no LOVE. I think it was very well written and so i decided to share to you all. You can find this poem in a website called chapteread.com And here's the link: http://www.chapteread.com/Writings/tabid/95/view/posting/postingid/991/Default.aspx
     HOPE U LIKE IT.

    How can I put this, what should I say?
    How do I feel every day?
    My happiness bubbles, my anger has died
    My love is growing, and I haven't cried
    The way I used to every night
    Now that you're by my side
    Everything is good, I'm just fine
    Ever since I found you, now that you're mine
    The long night is over, a new day begins
    Bringing with it, these feelings within

    Words can't describe
    The happiness inside
    Seperated by miles
    But you'll only see smiles
    Covering my face
    Feel my heart race
    When I think of you
    When you say the things you do

    My heartbeat quickens, cheeks grow red
    You're all I think about, stuck in my head
    The joy you bring me, cannot be explained
    I feel so alive, I used to be so drained
    Hurt and broken many times, pieces have been lost
    For short moments of peace in life, my heart was the cost
    I was giving up, letting go before you came along
    Losing all hope of being happy, you show me I was wrong

    I've never met anyone as perfect to me as you
    You're amazing, sweet, caring, honest, and true
    You're my sunshine when skies are grey
    The main reason I get up every day
    The feelings you cause me, I can't quite express
    Since you've come, there's been a weight in my chest
    You've filled in the emptiness, where a hole used to be
    And I know this weight is you making me complete
    I would give you my heart, but you stole it away
    I'm falling in love with you more and more each day
    I'll probably never find a way to say just how I feel
    So I guess the last thing to say is that these feelings are real.

THIS IS NOT WRITTEN BY MOI. ITS WRITTEN BY 4Vampyre2St0ner VISIT HER PROFILE IN CHAPTEREAD.COM www.chapteread.com/Profile/tabid/54/username/4Vampyre2St0ner/Default.aspx

THANKS.
TCCIC.♥




Mood: good
 
 


 
  2009.06.23  18.56
I AM SINGLE

 

I look side by side and all I can see are lovers,

And here I am alone standing like a loser.

Kissing, hugging and loving each other,

Why should I care? Why should I bother?

If I look side by side, all I can see are people dating,

And here I am standing, alone and waiting.

When will I find the guy for me?

When will find the guy I wanted to be?

Who will I bring during my school dance?

Why should I bother to go? I don’t even have a chance.

Life is unfair.

And love is unfair.

When will the right guy come for me?

Being single sucks,

Dating and kissing rocks.

 

Although I m happy of what I am,

Being single might be fun as well.

I don’t need to cry when we’ll break up.

I don’t need someone to help me during the time I need to stand up.

So I am proud to say to everyone….

I am single and I am free,

This is what I wanted to be (NOT!)

 





Mood: lonely
 
 


 
  2009.06.23  18.52
Love Rules.

Do not love someone if that someone doesn't love you in return.

Do not cry over someone who didn't hurt you.

Do not think of someone if that someone never thought of you.

Do not wait for him if he have never waited for you.



 
 


 
  2009.06.23  18.51
Am I over HIM?

Did you know how much i loved you?

And now i totally hate you.

I hate your smile.I hate your eyes,

cause i know theyre not for me.

You hurt me and you broke my heart,

you made me weak and Im tearing apart.

I fell but you didn't catch me,

Im in pain but you didn't help me.

I cried but you didn't wipe my tears,

I was drunk but you didn't took my beer.

I died but you didn't grieve.

I left but the only thing you did is sit and watch me leave.

You stood there and watch me bleed,

Youre not the guy i wanted to be with.

I hate you because you left me fall.

You were playing with me like i was a ball.

My heart is not a toy so stop playing with it!

Cause when its broken it will take a long time to fix it.

Trusting you is a mistake.

A mistake i can't retake.

Loving you is the biggest mistake i ever done,

But when will the right time for me to say that my feelings for you is finally gone.






Mood: blah
 
 


 
  2009.06.23  18.48
I'm alone and I need YOU


Hello? Is anyone home?

Is anyone there to pick up the phone?

Hello? Anyone here?

Is anyone here with me to face my fears?

I guess not...

I m alone. I m here by myself

I m here alone facing all the challenges myself.

Do I have any friends? Real friends? Not the one that is going to pretend?

I guess not...

I don’t need friends.

Who needs a friend?

Right?

Wrong.

I need a friend.

And I know everyone does. How long can I pretend?

Pretend that I m happy alone.

Pretend that I m happy without a family or a home.

You are the only one I have.

You are the only one I love.

Or should I say loved.

But you left me.

Why is everyone keep leaving me?

My family, my friends and now you.

What else is there to take? My life? My body? My heart?

Can’t you see I m tearing apart?

I need you right now.

Before I can take a bow.

Before I die and rest in peace.

I want to rest because my heart is broken into a piece.

I was happy before you left.

I have a life before you left.

But now I m alone.

Is anyone here with me?

I guess not....

Is anyone here with me? In the dark?

I will never forget this moment. It will be like a mark.

Are you coming back?

…..

 

I guess not





Mood: sad
 
 


 
  2009.06.23  18.46
Just a Friend

Just a friend

 

When the time comes and you’re down,

I m always here to help you up.

When the time comes and you’re having a nightmare,

Im always here to wake you up.

When the time comes and you were sad,

I m always here to cheer you up.


When the time comes and I was down,

Would you be there to help me up?

When the time comes and I m having a bad dream,

Would you be there to wake me up?

When the time comes and I was sad,

Would you be there to cheer me up?


After all, I m just a FRIEND to you. Nothing else.

If I say “I love you”

Would you love me too?

Of course not because you have him and when I

asked you “what does he have that I don’t?”

 you said

“MY HEART”





Mood: numb
 
 


 
  2009.06.23  18.39
BLind


Blind

You told me you love her and so you wrote her a song…

Why can’t you see the light and realize that I loved you for so long?

You’re eyes lights up every time you see her,

She doesn’t love you back so what’s the point of loving her?

I was always here for you every time you need me,

I was always here to help you reach what you wanted to be.

But why can’t you see that I’m the one who loves you?

Why can’t you see that my hearts belongs to you?

You don’t realize that you’re always on my mind,

Are you really that Blind?







Mood: annoyed
 
 


 
  2009.06.16  18.21
On your last Breath

A poem i made with my Brother:P


On Your Last Breath

On your last breath, you said I shouldn’t cry,

On your last breath, you said I should always try.

Try to fight and just hold on tight,

Try to laugh and just act tough.

Show everyone that I am happy,

Show everyone that nothing can stop me.

Even though you’re not here with me,

I knew that our love was meant to be.

Though I know that you will never see me,

I can still feel your love

Flowing over me.

A poem written by Erika D.P. (moi,)






Mood: sad
 
 


 
  2009.06.16  18.20
My friend Is Gone And Our Friendship Is already Done

 

I have a friend, a very nice friend

I will tell you a story of our friendship and how the story ends.

There was a girl and there was a boy,

They play together and share their toys.

The girl was me and the boy was him.

We both have brown eyes and we both like to swim.

We swim, we eat and we play together.

We promise we’ll be friends forever

When the time we grew up everything change

He looks different, he looks so strange.

He went to a place, a beautiful place

He forgot about me and our old happy days

He made new friends, very nice friends

But how can he forget his one and his only best friend?

The best friend that likes him

The best friend that loves him

Your best friend that will always care about you

Your best friend that will cheer when everyone boos

After two years I stopped by to say Hi

I didn’t know it was our goodbye

I confess what I really feel

A very old secret I wanted to reveal

I like you; I love you more than just a friend

And I will always care for you until the very end

You stood there for a moment and finally close the door

My heart was broken and dropped on the floor

How can a friend do that to a friend?

Is this how our friendship going to end?

But I just express myself to you

This is not what I m planning to do

After a long moment you finally open the door

You help me stand up from the floor

You said:

I m sorry but what can I do?

I just froze in front of you when you said I love you.

I do love you but just a friend

I m sorry but I can’t pretend

I thought to myself my friend is gone

And our friendship is finally gone

You’ve been a stupid person to let me go away

But whatever you say, you’ll stay I m my heart and forever you will stay…….





Mood: sad
 
 


 
  2009.06.16  18.19
Liar!

Why should I trust you if all you tell me are lies?

You said hello, but you really mean goodbye.

You said you’ll love me forever.

Since when does “forever” means never?

Don’t say you’ll stay

If tomorrow you’ll go away.

Don’t say everything will be alright

If you really want to start a fight.

You said you’ll protect me,

But why did you hurt me?

Don’t promise you’ll do everything

If you can’t do anything.

Can I ask you something?

Of all things you said which one is the truth?

Cause everything I told you, that’s all the truth.

I am not perfect

But I need some respect.

I don’t want your alibi

So please don’t tell a lie.

After all…

Out of all you lies,

“I LOVE YOU” is my favourite.





Mood: annoyed
 
 


 
  2009.06.16  18.11
Still can't move on.

I will never give up cause i still want to try

I will never give up cause i still want to try.

I will never wipe my tears cause i still want to cry.

I will never settle for answers cause i still want to know.

I will never say i don't love you

Cause I still can't let you go.



 
 


 
  2009.06.16  18.07
I AM SINGLE

If look side by side and all I can see are lovers,

If look side by side and all I can see are lovers,

And here I am alone standing like a loser.

Kissing, hugging and loving each other,

Why should I care? Why should I bother?

If I look side by side, all I can see are people dating,

And here I am standing, alone and waiting.

When will I find the guy for me?

When will find the guy I wanted to be?

Who will I bring during my school dance?

Why should I bother to go? I don’t even have a chance.

Life is unfair.

And love is unfair.

When will the right guy come for me?

Being single sucks,

Dating and kissing rocks.

Although I m happy of what I am,

Being single might be fun as well.

I don’t need to cry when we’ll break up.

I don’t need someone to help me during the time I need to stand up.

So I am proud to say to everyone….

I am single and I am free,

This is what I wanted to be (NOT!)





Mood: creative
 
 


 
  2009.06.16  18.04
Memories in this Old School

Remember the time when we first started talking?

Remember the time we started dating?

Remember the time when we had our first kiss?

Those are the time I will always miss.

Do you remember our first fight?

I always remember the times when you always hold me tight.

Do you remember the time you left me?

I miss the times when you call me baby.

Do you remember us standing in this school?

And now I m standing alone in this old school.

Why am I waiting even I know no one will show up?

Why should I fall if no one’s there to catch me and help me up?

Why should I trust you if all you tell me is a lie?

Why can’t I just move on and just say goodbye?

Because I still love you with all my heart,

But now my heart is broken apart.

I keep falling and I keep failing

But sooner and later,

I will realize

That I don’t need you

And I don’t want you.

Until then, I m still standing here in this old school,

Where we all met when were at high school.

I m still here in old school, standing alone

In the dark waiting for you to show up. ♥






Mood: sad
 
 


 
  2009.06.16  17.43
Can't Move On.

Why can't I just forgive and try to forget?

I know i will cry,

but why did i still try?

I was hurt but i still love.

I was betrayed, but I still hope.

I've been left, but why do i still wait?

I know how to hold,

but i don't know how to let go.

I know how to dream,

but i don't know when to wake up.

I know how to fall,

and Im learning how to get up.





Mood: sad